That might be getting ahead of myself but I just can't help it...I feel so good about things right now that I just want to stick my head out the window and shout to the world that all is good and woo-bloody-hoo!! At 10.46pm that might not go down to well with the locals but it would sure as hell make me feel good!
It has been such a good day that I don't know what to think or feel or say...I just don't know. Inside my heart has been doing flip flops and the rest of my body has been beating with a rythmn I can't quite explain but my God I don't want it to end! Now that I have - almost - what I've been hoping for I can't quite believe it and I'm waiting for the 'what ifs' and the 'buts' to kick in as I know that's what happened in the past and I recognise it as my heads way of trying to sort out just how committed to this dream I am. If I give in the they'll be able to report back to HQ that I was just as weak as first thought but if I keep going and keep fighting then....I'm just not sure what will happen but I so want to find out!
Castles in the sky, fairytales, basic instincts...they've all played their part this week and it's got me here to this point and it's somewhere I've never been before so I'm a bit wary but I want to know what happens next, in fact, I kind of already have a little inkling what's going to happen next but I'm keeping quiet right now. I predict that by Saturday I will have the answer and will be able to tell the world all about it.......hope against hope and with all the luck in the world I really hope I get it right this time....xx
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