Ever felt so sorry for yourself you questioned every decision you'd ever made? Well, that was me this week...feeling so damn sorry for myself it made me sick! So I got it a bit wrong - we all do and it's not as if it's going to be the last time it happens. I'll do it again and again but hopefully next time I won't dive into the self pity like I have this time. Have some pride for the love of God woman!!
So what do I do now? It's October and Christmas is almost upon us. My favourite time of year and the time when dreams come true...in my opinon anyway...so who's to say mine won't still come true? So things haven't happened in quite the way I wanted them to, that's no reason for me to get all sentimental and maudlin. I need to be positive and look forward. If I just keep that little flame alive, in my heart, then I might just have the merriest Christmas I've ever had! I haven't given up hope just yet but dwelling on what might have been is getting me nowhere and certainly won't help me move on. I've got things I could be doing this week and in the weeks to come so I'd better get on with them before it's too late! Time marches on and waits for no man so I'd better get a wriggle on and start putting all those plans into action before the cobwebs really set in...xxxx
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