I'm not sure what to make of this really...I was soooo sure and yet it didn't happen. I gave in, slightly, but it wasn't to the extent that I could have done (forces were at work!) so what does it all mean? The only thing I can glean from all of this is that I still believe it will happen, someday, but as for the matter of when...that remains to be seen. I wish for a lot of things but this time, this year if I could have just one thing it would be him, my man. There you go...I admit it....I wish I was with him right now! I can say I want a fairytale, a dream but in reality all I want is him, completely and utterly.
That's where I went wrong....I wished for the wrong thing right at the beginning....I should have wished for the fundamentals, then I wouldn't be here. I still believe in the fairytale but now it's just a bit more diluted than it was before. Christmas is a long time in coming but if I could have my presents early I would wish for it...right here and right now....xx
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